6 de fevereiro de 2011

bedtime thoughts

It's weird. You're so different from what I was used to. That's why I don't know what to expect and what to do with you. You're younger, that means you probably don't like the same things that I like in a relationship - and I've seen that. I miss doing things that I know I can't really do with you. I miss holding hands so much...

And then you do things that doesn't even make sense in a fucking relationship! Like I said, things that I wasn't expecting you to do them. However, you guarantee me that you love me and that you'd never cheat on me. I wanna believe that. In fact, I couldn't not believe that, even if I wanted to. I love him, I can't help it. But it wasn't to serious, so it isn't that bad. If it turns bad, I'll do something about it - I'm not the kind of girl that sits around like a puppy to some asshole.
And, just to make it worse, you've made me jealous person... Just fucking great!

Like I said in the beginning of the relationship, I wish you'd just show me a little more love, to my face and not only through texts.



I wonder... if you ever read this, would you actually change and stop saying you would?

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